Somewhere down the line, this thing called life will end. Hopefully when that day comes you would have achieved everything you dreamed for. It's never too late to look into your future, but it's always too late to stare at your past: meaning we must always try to refocus and move forward no matter how good or bad yesterday was.
If your dream is to be in the entertainment industry, remember this is an extremely saturated profession. It's not easy to be successful in this field, or continue success in it because there is no patent for success. This industry is a labor of love and you have to be committed as if you are in a faithful relationship. In other words, short cuts can get you cold busted and leave you mate-less, or even worse homeless with no door to reopen. The revolving door of the entertainment industry has a key for only the economically plausible ones, so don't waste your time or nobody else's trying to infiltrate this business if your heart if only half full.
Nevertheless, I wish all well, and I must leave you some food for thought: Be willing to take secondary roles in the entertainment industry if the opportunity arises because a hard-head makes a soft bottom, which can result in too much BULL; and we already have enough of that! Take it from a former knucklehead (now part-time), accept humility, exude respect, and avoid unnecessary drama. Life can be fulfilling when you're having fun, but it can feel hopelessly long when things are going wrong. So stay on track and your dreams of a wholehearted career in entertainment might come to fruition.
Peace and God Bless You.