HELP ME

t I am not bipolar. just needing some help with my kids that i love with all my heart. . Comment by marjorie jones 11 minutes ago Delete Comment I NEED HELP. MY HUSBAND WAS SICK WITH LYMPHOMA FOR 6YRS DURING THIS TIME MY ELDEST WHO IS VERY ATTACH TO HIM BEGAN GETTING SICK ENDED UP WITH SCHITZOAFFECTED DISORDER. DAD DIED RECENTLY AND IT HAS LEFT HIM INTO A WACO I HAVE TWO OTHER CHILDREN THE YOUNGEST SHE TOLD ME YESTERDAY SHE WANTED TO DIE BUT AFRAID TO DO IT HERSELF SO SHE KEEP BEGGING GOD TO KILL HER. I HAVE BEEN TAKING THEM TO COUNCELLING FOR YEARS NOW NOTHING WORKING THEIR AGES ARE 18, 14 N 13. THE ELDEST HE IS THE WORST VERY VOILENT TOWARDS EVERYONE TOLD ME HE IS GOING TO CUT OFF MY NECK AND CUT ME UP INTO PIECES. TOLD ME ANYONE UPSET HIM HE IS GOING TO KILL THEM AND IT DOSENT MATTER WHO. NOW I FEEL NOW ONE IS SAFE AT HOME AND VERY WORRIED HE WILL KILL US ONE DAY. I CALLED THE HOSPITAL BEGGING FOR HELP THEY TOLD ME I HAVE TO TAKE HIM IN WHICH IS IMPOSSIBLE. MY BLOOD PRESSURE HAD NOW KEEP GOING UP BECAUSE I NEED HELP AND DONT KNOW WHAT OR WHERE TO TURN CAN SOMEONE WHO HAVE ANY IDEA PLEASE HELP BEFORE WE BECOME A SATISTIC TOO

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